One day I had realized it, my pride had been shot. I came to the realiztion that she had got over me and was going to move on. So I turned to my good friend and youth minister for advice. I learned so much from him. That I can't let things get to me, i can't make asumptions or expectations for if they aren't met it will only make things worse. Despite that I should let go, but it's hard to let go of something that you care about so much... Very cliche... And now I feel like I'm on a different track, taking to heart what all my graduated friends have told me, "Enjoy your senior year" sounds like a plan... Doesn't mean I have to party or hook up with a bunch of chics. I see plenty of future opportunities that will be fun. I mean were just "friends" :)