I am ashamed of my first blog, filled with extremely scattered ideas but then is this blog, filled with unorganized blog posts. I think to much.
I wish I could figure her out. Oh surprise the first post about a girl.
I guess it is true, I have come to the conclusion that I am too nice, I let her walk over me. This will stop. I guess it clicked after I got the same break up excuse. It was awful the second time, it felt like my last break up and the current got me in a tag team match. Very depressing. I don't want to, I don't want either of us to have a broken heart going into college. CLASSIC, then when you bring it up nothing beats the response of I don't know what to say. I think it's built into every woman, when they know they have been confronted. I guess I should just quit getting myself into these situations, Jake quit trying to date your best friends that are girls and when you date other girls just dump them before it gets serious. Like that right? We have known each other for ever and we knew it was going to happen, but it turned to be a two week joke. A month before we dated I wrote her a poem, no one has something like that before For her, no one has ever given her flowers before. I guess that was mistake. Maybe she will come across it one day and see what it could of been, us. Just one of those things on tv that you see and hope they happen to you. I guess everything will work out in the end. But according to linkin park, in the end it doesn't even matter...